Since I've Started Practicing The Enemas, I've Come A Long Way

Here are my final thoughts after 35 days of intense nutritional focus and body cleansing:

Since I've started practicing the enemas, I've come a long way. The experience is something that you can't describe in words but has to be tried. With each attempt I learned more about my body. First it was a realization of where the water was traveling in my system. Then the awareness of how to work through and diminish cramping. Envisioning the water cleansing and healing my ailing colon was invaluable. Or picturing a sun setting over the crystal clear water helped during rough moments. Wow, I actually have some control over my body! An awareness, a connection. What confidence this brings, knowing I am becoming in tune with my physical self. Yet somewhere it crosses the line of physical. Maybe that's because it isn't a line -- maybe it's more like an opening.

How do I feel? I feel improving strength and energy; improving endurance and hope. I feel like I'm getting my sparkle back. What's more is I feel like that sparkle will grow to shine brighter than I could ever have imagined.

But I did it! What a sense of accomplishment to achieve something that before seemed so difficult and mysterious. It wasn't easy but it felt like slow and steady plodding up a mountain. Hiking this mountain required lots of sweat and discomfort, but along the way there were plenty of beautiful vistas to keep enticing me. I sit at the final view and it is more revealing and breathtaking than all. For I see many other magnificent mountains. I will savor this one for the moment but I'm also encouraged that the journey has just begun. I look forward to growing stronger from many more amazing climbs.

It was interesting how food affected me and going through some emotional issues. I struggle with anger over not being able to eat like everyone else and the hard work of preparing or planning meals so specifically. I also have some frustration and fear over not being completely healed and fully vibrant. I know in my head that this is a long journey, but my heart is so impatient. Any backsliding of symptoms is so discouraging but reminds me how impaired my body is. It is vital I take care of myself and I must constantly recommit to the "steady plodding" this journey requires.

Thank you so much for all your support, knowledge, and efforts. I look forward to continuing this journey with you.

J.N.